In a daze....stuck between a nightmare and a dream.
What is being offered...I should not take, but a part of
me wants to be selfish...reckless, irresponsible....stupid.
Am I crazy? Insane? I'm inclined to think that way. I don't
do things halfway and it's impossible for me to not become
emotionally attached...but I put myself in these dangerous
situations and each time I hope for a different outcome.....
a better outcome....only to be disappointed...more and more
each time. I should turn away...I should ignore it....it's screaming...
bad idea. Haven't I learned my lesson time and time again.....and if
i haven't.....when will I?
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