I was asked a very interesting question last night, and I think I found the answer, but i'm not sure. The question was: "How come when we're apart, your whole world falls apart?" Seems like a simple question with a simple answer....right? Well, it isn't simple. The best answer I can come up with is that I lead my life with my heart and once people get in, it's almost impossible for me to shake them out. Once they find that out about me, they play on my emotions. It's the worst kind of weak point anyone can have, and once found out, it's a weapon that does much damage. My mom said it'll get better with age and I'll eventually learn to leave those things behind that sound be left, but how much of me will be left when that finally happens?
I've realized over the last few days that as much as I don't want to have these feelings, there is nothing that I can do about them right now. So, the solution to that question is.......don't let us be apart, and my world will remain intact. Can you make that happen, and deal with everything that comes up along the way? Now, I'm asking....
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